I was always a kid who does not know what he is doing most of the time. There is no one who opened their lives to me and made me feel better at all. That’s why I want to punish myself in every single way possible and just feel worst and worst about everything in my life at the end of the day. I thought that there was no joy anymore and there is no one who can make me feel better at the end of the day. But I really wish better things to come all of the time but I am just not doing any effort to change it at all. That’s why there are so many people who are close to me who got really frustrated with me. But I did not care at all. I just want to ruin my life more and more until there would be nothing that is left in me. I think that I am good at self-ruination and I want to keep doing it every single day. it is what feel natural to me and right. I don’t think that there would be anyone who can be with me and be happy. That’s why I just don’t want to live anymore. There is no woman out there who is able to help me open my heart out just because it was very obvious to them that I am a loser. Even though it’s sad there is no one sadder by that fact than me. I was never going to win at life and it’s better to feel like a loser each that that passes by. it is my destiny and no one would even care if I would be gone at this point in my life. But at the very end of my patience. I was wondering if I would be able to have a Westminster escort of https://charlotteaction.org/westminster-escorts in my life to help me out. It seems like a long shot and I would never want to blame a Westminster escort for not going out with me. I am an extremely unattractive person and there is no man sadder than me I feel like. But at the end of my time with a Westminster escort she just seems very cool about me and what I am going through. She made me feel like it was alright to be myself. it is the first time that a person has made me feel that way. I could not believe that there was a woman who was willing to open her heart to me. But at the end of the day I know that I can do great things with other people helping me out a lot like this Westminster escort. I know that there is more through life. And I am happier with a Westminster escort with me. she makes me feel like I can still deal with my own demons and I am alright with it which makes me happy than anyone else.